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Monday
I think I'm easily exhausted from quarrels when it involves family or anyone close to that status. It may be the most trivial thing but its emotionally draining. I wish i can go to bed now. I just had two days of it. Tired. Very tired.
Yes I'm aware of the good intentions underlying your concerns, and yes I'm thankful that you care so much. but some things form the cornerstone of me as a being and it can be painful and damaging to me when attacked. I'm appreciate your views and goodwill. But i wish you've taken more caution when communicating your thoughts.
Oh well, perhaps i'm just getting a taste of my own medicine. I can empathise with my dad now.I've been the meanest bitch to him. What goes round comes around.
I count my lucky stars for letting our paths cross and am grateful that you have chosen to take on a problematic me to care for instead of some others. HOwever, there seems to be so little that I can offer you. It makes me feel so inadequate. Or maybe its my pessimism and insecurity that's reigning its ugly head, and consuming every glimmer of hope that i hold.
2/06/2006|1comments [speak] 
