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Tuesday
Here it is. 2006.
A new beginning, the next lap. A different focus in life, a new focus in life.
Things are looking up at the turn of the year.
Most importantly, I've finally made a decision to embark on yet another educational pursuit, in hope that it'll shore up my career, which has been in a limbo for the last year or so. With a sense of purpose in life, everything will fall into place subsequently.
Knowing that education comes first, job choice became secondary. So I settled for another contract job in a MNC. Despite being nowhere related to my studies, it certainly exposes me to new skills and a new industry. Always keep an open mind as one never knows the opportunities out there. As a matter of fact, worklife in this place is so good that I feel so lucky being in this job. Doesnt matter that most of the time, it can be mind numbing and soul sucking.
Studies also brought another good into my life. No doubt there were alot of doubts, uncertainties, even criticisms from friends, I'm glad it all turned out well. I'm jolly well aware that I get little girls' kind of crushes as easily and as frequently as you breathe but i never will advance any further than just thoughts. On several occasions when I did verbalise these thoughts, I wasnt exactly hoping for any reciprocity nor happy endings. Its merely to get it off my chest (cos for the both guys, i already knew they've moved on to someone else). But this time round, I did hope that something good will come out of it.
I ushered in the new year with 'The Promise'. Ok,its an absolute crap show. I genuinely can't appreciate it. But I do like the title. 'The Promise'...I will promise myself to treasure all the blessings that i've received. I will promise myself to have faith and trust in my new found relationship with u.
Never expect. Never demand. Be glad if it comes, feel blessed if it happens. Don't attempt to mould yourself unto others. Don't force yourself to be like others. Appreciate the differences. Celebrate acceptance and compromisation.
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