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Friday
The lack of entries pretty much means 2 possibilities: 1) life's been boring; 2)life's been too exciting. In this instance, its the latter.
The past week's been a frenzy over my turning to a quarter centurian. Stuffing myself with food and chocs and caffeine and lots of anxiety, fear, guilt and what not. A cauldron of mixed emotions.
I'm very thankful for the huge collection of wonderful memories from my past bdays. I remember those days in PGP when Chew, grace and gang clamoured into a car to go uphill to celebrate my bday for me. I remember fang oversleeping and failing her task to prevent me from barging into geogsoc rm, i remember, jeremy failing to grab me after GIS paper. I even remember those sec sch days whereby ilona and piku conspired with my dad to appear at midnight at my home! Oh yes, and not forgetting the wonderful chalet I had last year plus escape themepark! How not to like my bday?
For this year,its memories revolving around the cat. Yaya, what's new right? Stale news. Well, its not stale for me. With him, i had quite a list of first experiences.
1. First time a boy specially celebrate my bday for me
2. First time i dine at Fisherman Village
3. First time i had a pint of ice cream for cake
4. First time i blew my candles at Mt Faber
5. First time i borrowed pple's balls to lay my cards
6. First time a boy says its reciprocal
7. First time my phone went flat on my bday and i had to borrow cat's phone
8. First time a boy walks me up to my home
9. First time that i'm praying something good will come out of this - hoping all the time but seriously crossing my fingers now.
(a perfect list of 9 for a bday on the 9th!...though its done on purpose. hahahaha!)
But again, with such, my hopes are raised.And as the saying goes, the higher the expectations, the harder the fall. I'm walking on the tightrope. I'm scared. More scared than before.
11/11/2005|0comments [speak] 