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Wednesday
He touched on a raw nerve, the vulnerable part of me.
I dunno how we ended discussing my major problem: pessimism. He went on and on about my self created problems and worries and my bleak outlook of life and about me being too stressed and about me needing to take a breather. I mean, hey kid, I jolly well know this coz pessimism has been my pal for as long as I lived. Ask piku and ilona, ask xf and ww, ask everyone close to me and u'll know i'm already striving to overcome this innate curse. He ever asked if i think pessimism/optimism can be learnt. I said yes. Its possible but its difficult coz one needs to take conscious effort to subdue the demon in them. I know it best coz i'm one who is living with such demon. So give me a break! I'm raw when this issue is of concern. I don't need sympathies, reprimanding nor advice. I need understanding empathy and patience. That's all.
10/05/2005|0comments [speak] 