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Tuesday
I though there’s usually only Monday blues. Why am I feeling so blue on today then? Everything seems to start off on a wrong note and it simply went downhill from there. If HER wish was to put me down, SHE has certainly succeeded. It’s not difficult to defeat a person with low self-confidence and SHE should not even have bothered.
Oh man. Let me quote what she said in the interview:
1. This is going to be your fourth job in a span of 2 years from your graduation. That does not reflect too well on you. Banks, or employers for that matter, will not want to hire a job hopper since they see no point in grooming you. So you better think properly whether this job is suitable for you.
2. Employers do not care about the reason why you left your previous jobs.
3. For the pay you’re asking for, I can hire someone with experience and can immediately bring in high sales volume. Which I do not think you can.
4. If you leave within 6 months, you have to pay the bank a penalty.
5. Closing 4 cases per month is totally unacceptable.
How condescending can this person get? Do you think you will want to work for such a person? Personally, I am extremely uncomfortable. I suck I know and it hurts to have this thrown at you.
Frankly speaking, am I really that lousy and beyond hope? Why can’t I get a decent job that pays decently (not the 3-digit kind after CPF deduction)? Why am I only able to get jobs that pay only couple of hundreds? Then what’s the point of my education thus far? I’m only as good as the factory auntie! How am I supposed to be confident when all that I see is gloom?
Indeed a blue day today. Sigh.
7/26/2005|0comments [speak] 