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Thursday
Hurt pain ache. Why am i such a fool such a loser such a naive kid who still believes in love fantasies?
Nice people my age have found their wings but why am i still a fallen angel?
No, not a fallen angel. But a stable NOBLE gas:
"The outermost (valence) shell of argon has eight electrons, making it exceedingly stable and, thus, chemically inert. Argon atoms do not combine with one another; nor have they been observed to combine chemically with atoms of any other element. Argon atoms have been trapped mechanically in cagelike cavities among molecules of other substances, as in crystals of ice or the organic compound hydroquinone (called argon clathrates)."
So I must be the perfect person, I must be Mary Poppins. I'm GOD!
Someone once told me "u're just not ready to be doted on". Says who. I refute this sentence. But who am I to refute? I'm just a plain loser who always gets jerked back to reality and starts burying broken pieces from the red organ into the temprorary internet files. Just to be deleted as soon as possible.One day, I will be deleted too.
Praise the Lord!
5/12/2005|0comments [speak] 