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Saturday
Ahhhh!! My arms hurt! My eyes hurt! Pain pain pain. And the worse thing is, i don't know why!
I kind of sympathise with my little kids. It seems like they're all gonna fail their test and its all thanks to their lousy coach. I cant get back the flair that i had to deal with phobic kids, i do not have the kind of patience and gabs to entertain kids. Oh dear! how how how? Worse still, I'm so weak to carry them. Maybe i should stop giving excuses and start working out. sob sob. i loathe my weak self.
On a side note, if someone said " u're witty and fast and no ordinary boys will satisfy you." will you think its a compliment?
I guess most people would. But I don't. I think its an PC way to say, sorry u're not attractive. Why so? Not that I'm pessimistic. Just that I have heard enough of such excuses. "You're sweet and nice but too independent.I don't think i'm good enough for you" la di da la di da. and these guys goes running after other girls. *wails*
Ok, i know i know, i'm a lonely sad pathetic loveless idiot. No....correction: i just lack romantic love, otherwise i think i'm pretty loved. So just let me sulk and complain in this space please.
I think i better start writing something more intellectual. i'm disgusted with myself. bleah.
5/28/2005|0comments [speak] 