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Saturday
HIYA to all in Singapore!!!
I miss home! I truly do miss home for the first time! Weep....
This journey is not a easy one as far as i see. I can forsee the amount of obstacles, both external and within myself, that i have to overcome. I"ve managed to perservere past two days but i worry that my mind might not be that strong and i'll soon pack my bags and head right home. Gosh! Wat a weakling.
But at other times, i feel that this place is great and that i will probably be able to successfully maneuver past this complicated and intricate network and survive.
Goodness me, i don't even know if i'm making much sense here. My mind is so messed up by all that is happening or not happening around me. Life here is so much more unpredictable than myanmar, thailand etc. No way are people here the friendliest on earth, and obviously not to mention my horrendous mandarin. Gosh! I really should have brushed my chinese man! But again, singapore chinese sounds totally juvenile.
All in all, i'm surviving albeit not too well but yes i'll hang on and one fine day, i'll be VICTORIOUS!
*ps: ignore this delirious rambling. =P
will hope to collect my scattered brain and provide more proper updates....in due course.....teehee
7/12/2003|0comments [speak] 