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Monday
I feel like a deflated balloon now. and an embarassed one. Now that almost all my frens know abt my china job and are bz trying to fix a meet up before i fly, i might have lost my job. ha! wat a joke right. losing a job even before it begins. Well done. sigh.....
I've met the third shareholder today and he doesnt seem please with me. He's very concerned about my kiddo look,plus inexperience plus lack of chinese lit knowledge and so on and so forth. But he's frank at least,told me straight into my face that he worries about me being there alone. Well, its not a consideration that I overlooked nor boss overlooked. We both jolly well are aware of this prob but like i told him, if everyone refuse to give a chance for freshies like me, then freshies will forever be freshies and can never break out of it. Sowhat if i'm inexperience now. If i cant get an opportunity to expose myself, i'll never gain the experience isnt it? Ah well, whatever, he says he'll talk to the other bosses and give me an answer in the next few days. Fine....sounds omninous doesnt it?
I am trying not to be overly pessimistic but realistic. However, the two is separated only by a fine line. Hope i tread carefully.
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