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Monday
Sometimes, i think i should be dumb.Not dumb as in stupid (coz i'm pretty much there already) but dumb as in cannot talk. I seem to be misintepreted all the time, resulting in a projection of a bad bad self image. THat's so untrue. I did not mean it in the negative way but pple misunderstand me. I don't blame them, its probably my own problem that I cant correctly deliver what i think.
I called xx association this morning regarding a course that I intend to register for only to be told that my application form (sent 2wks ago) did not get through and the class is full now. I insisted that on my side, there wasnt any error message so the fax couldnt have not get through but that guy also say he did not receive anything. As such, he said he could only put me on the waiting list. But i feel that its not fair that I'm being penalised because his colleagues did not pass him any faxes. Not my problem wat. So i mocked him by saying it must have lost its way in cyberspace and we should blame Singtel then, he AGREED! I mean, i was already angry and he must be so idiotic still. Of course i blew my top and told him to call me before he knock off today if he still don't get the faxes and i forced him to take down grace's and my phone number. futhermore, i told him if the faxes got lost again this time round, i'll hand deliver and not trust the cyber network again. I know i sounded harsh but definitely not threatening right? But the fact is I have to pay for their screw up! That's so unfair! If i were to take the course in September, i can't go Ozzie anymore! Its not fair that my plans have to go because of the stupid fax!
Considering the 'Threat' i've delivered today, I think this xx association is going to blacklist me (they're good at such indespicable acts). Even if i finally threatened my way into the course i'll probably not survive the assessment at the end. Should I still go ahead with the course? Or should i back out while i can and return after this thing blows over. But that also means I might not be able to coach from next year onwards. Damn! I should have kept my cool but I do not think i was overly harsh. More like assertive.
Sigh. I should shut up.
4/07/2003|0comments [speak] 