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Saturday
Good gracious. I have less than a week to study for exams yet my brains are still in bits and pieces (imagine the pod splitting and the seeds are dispersed everywhere. credits for this analogy:xl). Dear me, I really ought to stop daydreaming and idling my last few weeks as a student, its precious.
Still,I sneaked out from school for a play by SRT "Popcorn: by Ben elton" during the week with anal gal and broad thighs of justice. After the show, i swear to get my hands on that book. Its such a wonderfully entertaining work, with some big soci themes underlying it. I just love the end where everyone was sueing and blaming everyone else. Blame God! Fantastic piece!
I always thought I am the only pessimistic, inferior soul among all my friends but I've recently realised that I am not the only insecure one. I somehow realise that there might be more than just a handful of us who hasnt emerged from the puberty stage of self discovery, and I guess its somewhat a consolation for me. Looking at these friends is like looking at my own reflection and from this perspective, I certainly find myself quite detestable. No wonder people gets frustrated with me easily. I agree that i'm quite a parasite. Perhaps someone up there is blessing me with this chance to take a clear look at myself and giving me the opportunity to break out from my cocoon to be the butterfly I'm suppose to be. I thank Him for this chance but I'm afraid i'll fail Him. In any case, my life is on pause till exams are over. No more wandering brains now.(picture brains running with legs...hmmm....kinky!)
I've embarked on job hunting so anyone with lobang, please call me! I need money i need jobs!!Thank you!
4/12/2003|0comments [speak] 