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Friday
Bday countdown : 8 more days
I have no time for my bday this year. Not that i had time for anything exciting for the past 3 yrs since its right smack in the midst of exams. I still remember 2 years ago, jeremy was assigned to catch me right after our paper to bring me to the geog soc rm. mission failed coz i left the exam hall early.i think tjin went HV to get me a mrs field's brownie cake. amy was there, xl was there, jem with that apologetic look, fang too.last year, amy tricked me into having lunch with her while gathering all my closest frens to spring a surprise. mission failed too coz i barged into the geog soc rm, to find the whole grp sitting there. this time round its not my fault. fang woke up late( i shall spare her the embarassment,even though it's been a yr, i still feel tickled by it.haha!) and ange's cake came late.lets see who was there....qx, amy of course, hy, xl?, marcus w,ange, fang....cant remember liao.on that same day, my colleagues and dearest cousin and ilona came over to pgp with another surprise cake. oh my idol and my sayang boy came too.This year, i'm looking forward to that day coz its a valid reason for me to be in a festive mood. I need to feel happy, at least for a little break from this endless depressing days. but i'll be coaching and then back to bks. at the rate i'm losing sleep, i doubt i will be in the mood for any celebration.i shall indulge in cheap thrills on here then.
I'm drained. I need rest but i'm too uptight to get any gd rest. Skipped dinner today coz i could hardly open my eyes. coaching tomorrow......sian.
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