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Monday
Yeah! i am cute little bubbles! was crossing my fingers that i wun kena buttercup, too full of angst and to a certain extent, bitchy. dun like!
And yes i'm 'cute' like bubbles. Stupid tjin, of all things must notice the 'cute' little spots gaining more territory on my face. yes the spots, not pimples and acnes but FRECKLES! *scream!!!! * panic now, din realise it was so visible. oh dear! any tried and tested formulaes to get rid of freckles? they are not that cute.
Its the long awaited for, precious one wk break again. i would love to be off in some islands diving, or gone on a short getaway in thai beaches or even having a mega makan session from penang all the way down to KL. i would rather be spending time swimming and feeling more in shape. I would rather while my time away roaming the busy walkways in town. But what the hell am i doing?! STUDY STUDY AND MORE STUDY! arhg! the A+ is no big deal. the rest of the cohort did as well. darn! and i havent gotten over the "doomsday letter" thingey. worse still, grace just told me she's leaving to coach at another place. why is everything becoming all screwed up. I cant work well with that long ge fella! i simply dislike him and i'm sure he'll try to reduce my coaching hours as much as he can! dammit! shld i cross over with grace? then i feel like i'm an enuch,spineless and dependent. shucks! how how how? got to decide by tomorrow. shld i or shld i not? i'm in such a dilemma.
I dreamt of my Nepal sherpa last night. i dunno why but if dreams were like fortune tellers then i suppose its telling me that i need someone strong to hold my hands and walk me through times like this. well, as a background, i totally respect and admire him for the wisdom, for the strength and for the courage. Given more time, i would most likely have set up a fan club in nepal*just kidding laH!* but in my eyes, he's that wonderful! too bad he is far far away and i am a lousy penpal. i hate writing letters. well but again, if i were to confess , i do hold the same , if not more, magnitude of admiration and respect for a fren, this one stays in singapore. those who are close to me should know it. (if not u betta rethink abt our frenship!*obviously another joke*)
change is the only constant in life.....
9/09/2002|0comments [speak] 