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Saturday
Ok, I finally dragged myself to lib at 7.15pm after my coaching and zapped my development notes.yeah! 3 cheers for dreamer! hip hip hooray! but still got macro and resource notes to zap....sian.
feeling really guilty for slacking yesterday and today. but i still need time to get into the s'pore mode, schooling mode and wat not. 3 days of piahing has done me in. I've reached negative for my PPF. anyway, thesis is bad now. i'm in a dilemma,dunno to be independent or to do something i dun have much interest. well well.....i'll continue thinking abt it.
Esp for "the unexpected" and fang: thanks for the kind words but i figure i might just be overeacting so...i'll just leave it alone. i believe that people will make things clear if they are sure abt it and if they dun then they might not be really interested nor serious. i still cant figure why pple say they dun think i will be interested or that they dun feel confident....to me its just loads of bullshit excuses to cover up after confessing . rubbish. they dunno that by doing so i felt like shit.why am i so emotional? i dunno. perhaps i just heard a confession from someone who used to evade his true feelings but now when things got rough, he's finally acknowleging the love he feels for someone.i'm very touched by such sincere acts and i wished i was the someone. its really takes courage. why am i not so lucky to meet anyone who will do this for me?
emo kid or.... simply tired.
8/03/2002|0comments [speak] 