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Friday
I wanted to come online to type this only after i finish my tutorial but i cant stand it anymore.My feelings are bursting, its almost tearing me apart and i need to let it out before i can get back to work.
jin ye wo de xiong kou duo le yi dao shang hen(Meteor Garden) I think i'm feeling wat shancai felt and i understand the pain though mine is an ikan bilis case compared to hers. Remember several entries ago i said i think i was reading too much into things. yah, i think i did, and realising it, hurts. and as if i needed more salt on my wound, i seem to have spent quite alot of time with this person this wk. But again, if i hadnt spent so much time, i wld probably not find out. Oh well, i dunno how ,but somehow i have to get on with life and not ruin this friendship. Its a comfortable friendship though a little weird coz we hardly know each other's frens so quite little common topic. I guess someday, this will fade away like my another treasured friendship. One day, we'll all be hi bye frens. Like they say, change is the only constant in life. i suppose so *shrug*.
be nice to me, i'm a wounded kitten.
8/30/2002|0comments [speak] 