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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!!!


Well what were u guys doing when the parade was going on? hmm...its one of the few times that i missed the parade(be it at the stadium or in front of my TV). Honestly, i really love watching the parade coz its one of the rare moments u see the "singapore spirit". The rare moments where singaporeans unite and sing their anthem with passion and pride. i simply love it. but this year, i was in town, meeting up with sine suet and fang, doing some catch up and going thru the tons of pics we took during our trips. And though i got home in time to catch the finale, i din watch. instead, i was enjoying the bollywood movie("kuch kuch hota hai" its really gd, amazingly!) with grace.
but the worst thing is, i miss the cozy dinners my family will have every year this time. I'm starting to feel like an abandoned child. my parents figure i will have my own life so they conveniently left me out of everything. E.g they went to the parade themself!they went for a national day bbq last night and leaving me alone and this morning, they went to pray without me and in the end, i have to make my way to the temple alone. sometimes i wonder if i am still part of the family. and i'm suppose to rejoice over my homeland today...home....

On a lighter note, my darling frens chew and grace practically dragged me out of bed at 8am to swim! ridiculous man! its a public holiday and they are still soaking in water. i dun understand these pple. well and i managed to clear more than 1k.amazing feat considering last wk i was practically crawling thru my twenty laps.fwah. but again, it was a gd swim, felt so much more energized thereafter (albeit the lembek limbs). maybe i shld stop being lazy and start my healthy lifestyle. less indulgence and more discipline. yes i need the discipline or else i am really going to die big time in class. damn stress to be studying with smarties. feeling increasingly inferior and useless as days pass.sigh sigh sigh.

8/09/2002|0comments [speak]