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Tuesday
Oppsie! my plan to procrastinate meeting my lecturer is uncovered now. think he's pissed and only wants to talk further if i meet him personally. and thanks to dat, i spent my entire free day in sch, staring at my laptop and at theses. havent put my pea brain under such strain for 3 mths and now my poor head is overloaded.ahhh!!!
In my search for an environmental topic, i've digressed to asean economies now and slowly i see myself digressing even further to regionalisation. oh dear, how on earth am i going to find a sup. seems like all the lecturers are being snapped up already and i still do not have a direction. i really dun hope to be left waiting for allocation. dat suck.
In any case, i'm very proud of myself today. i din think i will be able to keep my butt on the chair for more than 3mins. and i thot i will slam my face on the bks but no way man! i was doing productive thinking and searching the whole day! yippe! shld really reward myself gd for this.
hmm...but i also found out today that i dun have many frens that i can hang out with now. most of my khakis have graduated and said bye bye. those who made it to hons are either too bz hanging out with bks or hanging out with their sups. and those that are younger have their own clique so old pple like me cant break thru it. cant believe that i walked all the way from bus stop to lib to as1 to bus stop to ucc and not say hi to anyone! its freaky! no frens. boohoo.....
ok, amy coming. going for dinner now.tata.
7/30/2002|0comments [speak] 