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Tuesday
Had a sharing session with a fren today and am glad at with my 'findings'. though shocking but at least it finally cleared some stuff that had bugged me for abt a yr. phew! its gd to get somethings out of the system before i break down.
guess i was urged on by the experience and went further to disclose some deep secrets and feelings to two frens. i wld think that one of the will be the last person i ever wanted to tell, but well....i told her. she din react the way i had expected which i am kind of glad. somehow telling it makes me feel stronger, coz the story becomes more summarised and i speak with more strength and rationality.i think it might be gd if i say it more often and perhaps i will soon let rationality take over me. but again,saying it reminds me of it and i am still affected by it. i quote from a fren " the more u want to forget, the more u remember"
2/05/2002|0comments [speak] 