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Monday
Oh My Gawd! i'm so sleepy that i can barely open my eyes. But my brain is working overtime though...thanks to the not so cozy little talk with Tjin.
Oh well, kind of reminds me of the ad at MRT stns...to exist or to live. to exist is to not feel. but to live, u've got to have courage. Tjin is right. i dun face my feelings. i dun dare to. so the best way will be to suppress it, hide it or throw it away. its the safest way out....out of sight, out of mind, even though its only a temproray relief. isnt that why we take painkillers and stuff...just for temp pain relief. isnt why pple take drugs? for temp escapism.
Rationality overrated?hmm......
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