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Tuesday
Hip HIp HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the anal and bureacratic nus adminstration finally offered me the cross fac that i wanted. at long last! YEah!!!!!*pops champagne!* Now that i've got all my modules, its high time for me to start pulling up my socks and at least go for class.
I went to attend ade's ah ma's funeral service tonight. When the pastor recounted his experiences with ah ma and rattled on and on about how sweet she was, i couldn't control my tears. i broke down. the ah ma that i remember is a quiet lady whose culinary skills is beyond excellent. the ah ma that i remember always care for us. the ah ma i remember is no longer around. her departure is no doubt a sad one but its also a happy one. she's done with her duty living and now is being recalled by the Lord, she has fufilled her responsibilities and is time for her to take a rest before setting off for another port ( as explained by the pastor). death is not a end, its actually another beginning.
when my dearest grandma left me, i felt glad for her too(she had lung cancer...smokers pls pls pls quit it!). i cried but not alot. i remember myself telling her under my breath " ah ma, your agony has finally ended. i am glad that the torture is over.i will always cherish the memories". i still think of her. at times, i will just stare at my phone hoping that she'll call and ask me nonsensical things. i used to find it irritatin but now i miss it. i miss her fried rice and though my mom tries to let me relive those days by attempting to cook it,it was a failure.no one can do it the way she did it. for those who never knew why i am such a kway chup fanatic..well, its a big part of these wonderful times i spent with my ahma. someone i still hold close to my heart. sometimes, i even think that i loved her more than my mom (ssh.dun tell her). too bad my ah ma is illiterate.but still, Cheers! ah ma, this is a tribute to yoU!
1/15/2002|0comments [speak] 