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Sunday
Have you ever believe that you have gotten over something but to realise out of the blue that it was just your delusion?I'm sure you have. how do you deal with it? Do u blame yourself or do u shrug it off and admit that 'yeah, u're right, its not over?'. then what happens next?
If a tree in the forest fell, but no one heard it, did the tree fall at all?(or something like dat. cant quite remember) well, so if u feel emo but its only significant and relevant to u and u alone, does it matter anymore? who will care? who will want to know. we are , or at least i am, so insignificant to be of any notice. somehow, i feel like an ant which is being squashed by someone oblivious to the life under their soles. they do not know what they;ve committed. so i cant say its their fault. but yet, i still remain squashed.
Once again,i will want to end this with my fav phrase .
"Will i lose my dignity? will someone care? will i wake tomorrow..from this nightmare?"(Rent,2001)
1/20/2002|0comments [speak] 