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Saturday
dunno y but i've been totally emotionless today. felt totally like a souless shell wandering in town. i waited an hr in suntec and 2hrs in orchard for fang but she still din turn up on time. by right,i shld be hopping mad but i wasnt. i din felt peace either. i was just .... devoid of feelings.i just sat at the coffee bean in wisma, refilled my tea twice , read my bk and went off after fang msged me that she jus passed suntec. it was already 3.45pm( we were suppose to meet at 1pm).thot of dropping by youth park coz there's some afghan refugee fund raising or whatever going on. remembered that marcus was playing so msged him. too bad he's not playing till 6pm so i din go in the end.
even coaching wasnt exciting today. i think i was pretty hard on the sarah today. made her go for 12 laps non stop for warm ups, another continuous 12 on drills and ended with 10 laps endurance and a final 2 laps for warm down. poor thing.well, not exactly out to tekan her or take it out on her, the water was simply to cold so both of us had to keep moving to keep warm. i swear the water was biting cold( T jian, u shld know it best!).
oh yah, that wasnt all. can u believe i watched monster inc with only smiles and not luffs???!! i think its a very funny show but i just cant laugh. dats it man! i'm mad.
i dunno wats wrong with me. i lost all enthusiasm, lost all interest in doing anything. sigh, hope tomorrow will be betta( though hard coz i got to be in the hot sun for a swim meet and NOT get paid!)
hmm....something is bothering me now, give me some comments please ( so far no one seem to have answered any of my pleas....well, not much pple read this anyway....). oh well, whatever.
Question of the day: shld i stay in pgp for the coming sem?its going to cost me a bomb and yes, i'm paying it myself.
12/29/2001|0comments [speak] 